Emotions

Hey Interweb!



From time to time, I find myself in really weird situations. I'm not sure if its because I'm a shy person and can't really speak up. But I find myself bottling things up and right now, I'm on the verge of explosion. Like any little  thing can make me *tick* the KAABOOM. The fury that is Me is unleashed on everybody... Except my cat. He's an exception.



Back to topic, feelings. Emotions. Whatever you want to call it, I'm having an overload. I'm so close to having a panic attack. And I'm not just exaggerating I can list reasons why I'm feeling like this..actually I think I might do just that.



1- My best friend has moved schools and I'm going to be a loner for the rest of my school life

2- I'm sick of my parents having high expectations for me. Sorry Mum, but maybe I don't want to be a Doctor!

3- I feel like I'm on my own and there's no one who is really there for me anymore.

4- Even more family issues that I couldn't care less about....but are keeping me up at night.

5- A new school year, I'm super nervous and I am no good at making friends.

6- I'm having trouble sleeping...how am I going to get up for school if I haven't had enough sleep the night before?

7-wow seven already...I'm messed up...I have no idea what I want to do with my life, everything is
nowhere near reality or I have a bigger chance finding a gold nugget under my pillow!

8- I'm begging my parents to move schools but they won't even consider....I'm the one going to school..might as well have at least my best friend with me.

9-I have a headache..and I'm hungry...my break is days from being over and I've done pretty much NOTHING

10-I feel like I've got way too much on my shoulders and I'm about to crumble...


Well there's more but I can't think at the moment. I'm tackling it one day at a time and if you have something similar, we can get through it together.

I don't know you but I love you!
So hang in there, lots of love ❤,
Awkward Gamer.